Ive been dating this guy for two years now. At first it was tons of fun dating a known bad boy. Only I didnt know just how much trouble this guy would be. Now hes in legal hot water and Mr. Trouble is one big problem. Hes an emotional wreck. Understandable, his whole life was uprooted. But it seems like Im doing all the supporting and getting none in return. Hes never been supportive of my career even though I was a dancer long before we met. All of his associates are obviously long time drug users. He admits as much but says in order to 'hustle' any money of his own(and not live off mypussy money as he calls it) he has to befriend these people. And now people in my neighborhood have come to me sayingthings like "arent you aware that hes doing meth?" "Dont you know hes On Dope?" Maybe they think he is because of the people he associates with. Hes never done drugs in front of me. He knows I dont want to be with a man who does drugs. But sometimes his pupils seem unusually small. Sometimes He gets this violent temper out of nowhere. Sometimes he doesnt come home till six in the morning(always with an excuse though). And last weekend he was gone all weekend supposedly helping someone with electrical work. He hands me a jewelry box on his return with what looks like a two carot diamond inside. I noticed i could see the lines on my palm through the rock. I took it to the pawn shop to have it checked And the guy behind the counter almost laughed me out of there. Well I confronted him that night and said he was as fake as the diamond. So He tells me the real diamond is at the jewlers being set and he just didnt want to wait to see the smile on my face. He had the nerve to get mad at me for not playing along. I gave my heart and my home to this Idiot and Ive been planning for six months now to move to Hawaii with him. And I still plan on moving to Hawaii. I feel all uprooted and confused and hurt and lied too. Im pretty sure he doesnt have a real diamond waiting for me at the jewlers. Im pretty sure hes on drugs.



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