Hmmm, this isn't like me, but you know that whole, "bottled up inside" shit ain't no good for ya!
I have an estranged relationship with my parents (along with a few of my siblings). It's been on and off for several years, mainly off at the present.
Well 1st off, I've been wanting to go to school for quite some time, but wasn't ready... until now (I'm enrolled for spring semester, 2006, SAID & DONE!!) But, last year when I was out in Denver in June buying boobies, I spoke to my mother once over the phone and that was for her to send me MY $$$. She bitched about the ridiculousness of this whole procedure. I flew a girlfriend out to take care of me for a few days, paid in full.
Flash foward to present, my sister-in-law, (my extremely wealthy brother's beautiful wife, with two fabulous babies, and live in nanny (in Chicago)) got hers done. My mother takes a week off of work to drive a measley four hours down to them, and TAKE CARE OF HER, AT HER OWN HOUSE!! Mind you, Iwas only half a country away by my freakin' self in a hotel room!!! Now I call about all the good school news, and my mother still doesn't even know where I live. Had one phone call from her in about two years.
Now I know if I can truly pull off being a student and succeeding, my parents will change (sucks, I know). So question is, do I say, "Fuck you, did just fine on my own thus far, and I'll keep it that way", or do I try to be the bigger person and suck it up, let 'em back in? I mean, these people don't exist to me at this point!
Phew, sorry, that felt good! I think...![]()



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