i've been lurking for a few weeks but now that i'm posting i'm just gonna get into the nittygritty.
anyone else smoke a chronic amount of chronic? Chronically?
i've been smoking since i was 14, and basically daily since i was 17. Ever since i started dancing at 18 i've found that i absolutely need it after work to wind down. I used to work at a ghetto club where the DJ and some of the girls used to puff in the back constantly but since then i've never smoked at work. makes time go by too slowBut when i get home, i'm automatically reaching for the bong. My mom told me when she was about the same age she quit smoking because she depended on it to sleep and it worried her. it doesn't worry me. maybe it does. but it's become such a natural part of my life now and there's no real adverse effects that i can see. except for maybe developing a really high tolerance
even so, any smokers have any advice about quitting or controlling or substituting?
or is it really okay to indulge my hazy hedonism


But when i get home, i'm automatically reaching for the bong. My mom told me when she was about the same age she quit smoking because she depended on it to sleep and it worried her. it doesn't worry me. maybe it does. but it's become such a natural part of my life now and there's no real adverse effects that i can see. except for maybe developing a really high tolerance 
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