i left the club today (6 hour shift on saturday night) with a few bucks short of $500 and i'm crabby about it. i worked very hard for every dollar (and for once racked up a nice chunk in stage tips) but i'm still grumbling to myself that i didnt sell one VIP dance, the chaos, noise and crowds i had to put up with, and the semi-regular of mine who dicked me around and for nothing (who i ended up -- this i have never done before -- bitching out for wasting my time). i dread i have become whiny and greedy or am i not crazy in thinking that i deserve more for my labor? though its about my average anyway these days, 500 dollars is more than i make in two weeks at my day job, most my rent, and, what it seems these days, above average for jane-stripper USA. i need a little help to get my attitude back in gear....im embarassing myself right now...![]()



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