I havent danced in over 2 weeks now. I worry that I wont have a job to come back to. My insomnia is now working hand-in-hand with CFS and the results are killing my life. I either cant sleep at all, or sleep so much I cant get out of bed. I have no energy to do anything. I've been struggling to keep up with my other 3 jobs and it just isnt working. Every day, I plan to go into my job(s), and make it through so I can pay my bills... but then all I want to do is go back to sleep. I've had times where I've been wide awake for 1-2 days straight, and times where I've slept for 25 hours. I'm starting to get at wit's end here. I look like a raccoon, and I'm too scared to try to dance in the condition I'm in.
I really just want to crawl under a rock and hide.
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Ambien worked good for me but no doctors will prescribe it long term, and I've had a problem sleeping my whole life. I'm on Lunesta now... not as strong, but long term.
~ my very own pole dancer!

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