So, i went in last night for my first time and i chickened out, I went and changed, the girls were all in there and they were snickering at me, joking and laughing and swearing about random stuff. SO i change and most of the lockers are busted but i find a good one.....and my lock breaks of course, doesnt work anyway..so i panick decide to go ask the manager, cant find him...people are looking at me like im a freak...so i went into the washroom...cried,chaged my clothes and left like a little baby. Whats wrong with me, i completely chickened out...i couldnt stop shaking...maybe this isnt for me, but i stupidly spent all this money on shoes, outfits etc...for nothing...and now im in the hole even more. I soo need the $$$.....but what am i gonna do. Im so depressed, oh and of course to top it all off, i get home and realize that my ring (that my boyfriend gave me on our 1 year) was gone..i guess fell off or what not....oh what a crappy night...anyone know what to do, i feel so depressed...oh and the club i went to was Treasures in Mississauga, Canada..thanks all!Hope noone has to ever go through what i just did!



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