I will try and make this short... I have been real confussed about things latley.
Back in december we moved from tennessee to texas (where I was raised) and although we are really starting to get on our feet here...I hate it here, mainly because my daughter is still in tennessee and I miss her like something awful we are really close and I can't stand it with her so far away and even though she calls nearly everyday it just makes me miss her more. My husband says we can move back there if I want but we would have to move some where near Atoka Tennessee so he could transfer within the company he works for and that would make us only 7 hours way from her opposed to 13- 14 hours away....and if we do decide to move it is still going to be a few months before we can so we can tie a few loose ends here...and this is all great except I know that by us staying here in texas we could be buying a house and land in just 1 year but in tennessee land is so much more exspesive and it will take longer way longer to achive this goal and lets face it I'm not getting any younger and i need and want to own my own home. I am just not ready to let my daughter go....it took so long to get her back in my life (thats another long story) and I am face with a decisson .....I know some would think this should'nt be a hard decisson to make but it is because i want to have something to leave my childern when I die and as of now i have nothing but I want to be closer to her than 14 hours away.... I hate it here in texas my son hates it here in texas but my hubby loves it but is willing to move...UGHH!! i hate decissons...Now i feel really stupied for even posting this because I feel like such a dumb ass ....anyways thanks for letting me vent my confussion.




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. While I'm not seperated from my children, my husband moved us from TN to TX and now to AZ. All of my family is in Knoxville and I miss it terribly. It has taken me literally 3 years to adjust being so far away. 

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