First of all I made no money--the worst I have ever made before this is $150--tonight I did 4 table dances at $10 each and then I had stage tips of about $20 total. It was a bad night for most dancers at my club, but then there is more. Tues is $2 drinks so I decide that i am not making any $ so I might as well drink. Another dancer that has always been super nice to me and another girl I like are all at the bar and we all get a drink together because of the bad night. Well, the girl that has been nice to me is pretty drunk and makes a joke about wanting to snort drugs. She used to do drugs years ago but told me she doesn't anymore (she told me this long before this night and when she was sober). The other girl at the bar tells on her. Management asks me did the girl I like ask for drugs and I say "u-huh." She gets fired. I then find out this girl put $ in my purse earlier because she was "lucky" (she works really hard) and felt bad for me. Oh the shame and guilt I feel. If I had not drunk so much I would have said something like I think she was joking. I just feel so bad overall about this night--not only do I feel terrible about the $ I made, I also feel like I wronged a friend and I will never see her again to apologize. And all I can think is what kind of karma this will bring to me!? I guess I just needed to vent--thanks. Jenna



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