I'm a 43 year old who is going through divorce. I've always wanted to dance but have always tried to be the "goood girl" and it has gotten me nowhere...a cheating husband and fifteen lost years.
I have two kids to support and want to fulfill my life-long fantasy of dancing. I'm tired of working so hard at regular jobs just to be broke and exhausted and not get to spend time with my kids.
My question is,am I too old? Will I be considered a joke out there? My ego is bashed enough right now but want to try...am planning to go to amatuer night at a really nice club this sunday.
This will be a first for me,have done lingerie modeling when I was younger,but people have always considered me a "dirty dancer" whenever i was out clubbing and I get into a zone. I'm just scared of looking like an idiot...don't think I could take that after all I've just been through. I do not look my age...but it IS a reality. Please help! I want to go to amatuer night...think I have to just to fulfill a fantasy...but it's so scary...don't want to be rejected.


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And you know what I wish you the best of luck... kick some ass girl!



....Tori Amos
~ my very own pole dancer!
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