I was so happy when I stopped dancing a month or two ago. Really. I felt like all the psyche-damaging stuff was really getting to me, and I was happy to say all's well that ends well. Especially because I have a degree and want to be doing something beneficial in the world. But somehow, I keep thinking about dancing. It's not the money. When I left, I was lucky to make $200 a night because our club was doing really badly and had for a long time. But I miss DANCING. I never learned to pole dance as well as I wanted, and I liked being active and onstage. I miss buying pretty costumes. I miss the girls. I know I don't want to dance in SF again (and you girls in SF know why!!) but I'm thinking about moving to Portland next year and I just found myself checking out the Portland clubs in the clubs reviews, and wondering what the hell is with me. Are there any other girls out there, retired or once-retired, that have some insight?
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