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    I already know the answer to this, but humor me here folks:

    We had a torrid 2.5 year affair. About the time we met, he had knocked up some chick he was fucking. Two months later, when she found out, I was already completely and utterly obssessively in love with him. Eventually he moved in with her and I was so the fool that I kept the relationship going with him. I couldn't stay away. I put myself in therapy, asked the doctor to give me meds that would kill my sex drive. I would leave ANY place and anyone at his first phone call. It was insane, I was insane. I was a homewrecker, even though he never loved her. Eventually, of course, he left her.....

    Seriously, I was his BITCH. I would do anything and everything for him. He taught me to love the anal and how to come 15 times in a row from g-spot stimulation. I've probably been with more men and women than your average porn star, and he's the only one that could give me multiples like that. He knew exactly how to crook his fingers sharply upward, used 3, and applied generous pressure to the G while pressing down on my pubic mound for maximum stimulation. I would squirt buckets and ruin beds. He put plastic over the matress and under the sheets.

    I could spend an hour just smelling his neck, his scent drove me fucking up the wall. We had a sexual chemistry that no one else has even been CLOSE to matching, not even a distant chance. I loved his Mexican uncut cock.

    It took far too long but I untangled myself from him, cut it off cold turkey. I have not had sex with him since approximately May 2002. I saw him once and didn't succumb, knew I was strong.

    He's been living in Austin again, staying with baby mama. He claims they are NOT together, that he is looking for a place. I have no desire to have a relationship with him. But when I saw him tonight in front of the tanning salon and he kissed me with those full soft lips, my clit literally began to thump, it was throbbing so hard. He is my perfect lover, a mix of latino sensuality and machismo brutal sadism.

    Of course he wanted to come over. I said no. I am strong. But I havn't wanted like this before, since, or probably ever again. My good girl friends tell me if I start to see him again, they don't want to speak to me. They saw me hurting, lusting, and pining, and can't deal with seeing me utterly destroyed emotionally. They say he treated me like shit. He knew he owned me and played with me like proverbial kitten and his fresh kill. He no longer owns my heart, or my mind, but my body belongs to him.

    So.......should I fuck him again or not?

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    Personally, I would not be strong enough to screw him. However, you said this:
    He no longer owns my heart, or my mind, but my body belongs to him.
    If that is 100% true, then possibly sex could be a OK.

    ...But IMHO, you never know what your heart and mind will succumb to until you cross that bridge. Sure, in theory, your heart and mind may be over it, but what about after you fuck him? What will you do if he pulls his shit again? I mean, you went through therapy! Reading everything you wrote, that is all strong stuff. When it all comes down to it, you are a smart, strong, kick-ass woman.

    Whatever you decide to do, good luck.






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    One Non Smartassed reply...NO!
    One Smartassed reply...NO! Fuck me instead! etc etc et al
    Dont hurt yourself AGAIN...
    Ah Fuck Kats gonna make me get all soft and gentle again dammit!

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    I call this Jerry Springer syndrome. In this case you have an extreme case of drama love. Now to kill this desire you must refrain from sampling your addiction. Alot of the time your friends can truly see what kind of person you are dating. I would whole heartedly trust your closest friends opinion and stay away from this dude. You may soon find yourself in his black hole of another messed up relationship.

    Well, as temnpting as it might be really for your own sake stay away.
    you live like an ivy vine
    you can only survive by clinging onto trees
    that's your flaw
    put down some roots so you can stand on your own
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    The only way to get your head on straight and keep it that way is to avoid the drug.....

    Seriously, you are just getting started in a new job and this will distract you and set you back to square one. It will be the hardest thing to do in your life but it is the only thing that will allow you to move on and get over it.

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    I'm looking at it this way:

    You're a beautiful intelligent amazing woman.

    What has he ever done to deserve getting a piece of your ass?

    Nothing.

    So, no don't fuck him.

    I've been in a similar situation where I got mind fucked, got away, fucked him again, and the mind fucking started all over.

    No fucking him allowed!! LOL

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    I agree^^^, but let us know how it goes if you do Phuck him. Hopefully it will suck, and then you'll never have to face this again. I've been in a situatiom much the same, and the nookie sucked b/c I just wasn't mentally there anymore.
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    Quote Originally Posted by JustJayda
    . I've been in a situatiom much the same, and the nookie sucked b/c I just wasn't mentally there anymore.
    That is more than likely to happen as you're not in love with him anymore, you've just glorified him in your mind. Savor your memories of the best sex you've ever had in your life and move on. You could risk being disappointed and wonder "WTF was I thinking?". Better to leave it alone than have regrets.

    Good luck in your decision.

    P.S. You need to write some erotica girl. You had MY clit thumping just reading that!

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    You DEFINATELY have a way w/ words! Sometimes when A relationship is over you need the "last sex" you know you are over the person, and is is the last fuck. I know that if I fucked my ex, it would be just sex. Soemtimes you need to prove you have control over the situation after someone fucked w/ you. You take the control back, and prove to yourself you are over the person. It is entirely possible to get caught up in the sex haze again. That is the basis of your relationship. Good luck, and proceed w/ caution!

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    be strong... it will just end up in a cycle.... trust me, its not worth it. i had a guy like that a few years back that fucked with my head soooo bad.. i finally just got over it a year ago.. the guy psycholigically damaged my head.. seriously... the less you see or talk to him, the better. that way you won't have to constantly think about him... i'm telling you, you'll regret it if u decide to sleep with him again. now it would be one thing if you could separate your emotions from the pleasure you get out of fucking this guy, but it doesn't sound like thats possible with how you feel....

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    For some reason, the last scene of "Anna Karenina" comes to mind...LOL...Just kidding, but really, "you already know the answer."
    You're a better person that me to still talk to him- the last man I lusted for THAT MUCH, I now spend every day praying for him to drop off the face of the planet. I wouldn't p*ss on fire to put him out. Why can't you harness your wrath like I have?
    I refuse to believe that he's all that.....I think women build up men in their heads to have something to deify......which is fatal...
    Be the wonderfully amoral mammal we all know & love and find a fresher specimen to enjoy. Maybe you can teach him a few things....

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    Quote Originally Posted by madmaxine
    the last man I lusted for THAT MUCH, I now spend every day praying for him to drop off the face of the planet. I wouldn't p*ss on fire to put him out. Why can't you harness your wrath like I have?
    Oh believe me, for a while it was much worse, but time dulled the edges. He's also possibly the reason I can't have children, but its unprovable at this point. Its been such an emotional day. I'm developing a marketing plan for my practice and going over names of people I have known for years to call for references and such....the memories, it feels like PMS but its not that time...I'm just a wreck...hearing more tragedy for Djoser. Luckily I can work from home this afternoon....no shape to be chipper in the office or try to sell services right now. Fucking bipolar, sucks.....

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    If a cupcake was tossed at me... well, I'd only be upset if it missed my mouth

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    Well, I know you've travelled a bit, so think of it this way- why does this guy seem so great when there's a big wide world full of less screwed-up & baggage-laden men to date...The whole reason women settle for less is that they really think they can't find a better man...but you know you can...
    Is this the same Mexican guy you would bleach your hair out for because he liked light women..? I have a special hate-on for those alto pedo dudes.
    BUT you know what, he doesn't deserve a whole thread on SW, much less your continued attention....Concentrate on out-earning him so when he comes to beg you for a loan, you can laugh and tell him, "I got the money, but NO!"

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    Quote Originally Posted by madmaxine
    Concentrate on out-earning him so when he comes to beg you for a loan, you can laugh and tell him, "I got the money, but NO!"
    That's not even an issue, he wouldn't ask me for money, he's a different form of loser, know what I mean?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Mia M
    If a cupcake was tossed at me... well, I'd only be upset if it missed my mouth

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    One of my grandfathers was this kind of loser. I still wonder why grandma put it out & took so much from him. (Probably the whole chemical thing detailed above.)
    Buuuuut....your man is old news! People like him never improve. Can you imagine what he'll look like in 10 years? He'll be a socio-putz. These are the same spiteful thoughts I have about my ex. LOL ... Leave him to his baby mama & her child support demands.

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    I second this:
    No fucking him allowed!! LOL
    and this:
    You need to write some erotica girl. You had MY clit thumping just reading that!
    I was thinking about your situation all day today .... I don't even really know you when it all comes down to it, but I was worried about you. The more I think about it, the more I hope you stay away from him. He has done nothing to deserve such a hot chicky as yourself and he certainly doesn't deserve the hot sex you've described. Look at the terrible, disgusting things he's put you through.






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    I texted him to leave me alone. So far he hasn't responded, and that's a good thing I guess. It may just have been exhaustion, but I've been so sad all day. Now I'm rested and can spend the rest of the night creating a client database.

    Thanks for all of the writing encouragement too! I saved the first post...perhaps will turn it into a short story.

    "Have you ever been to American wedding? Where is the vodka, where's marinated herring?" - GB
    "And do the cats give a shit? No, they do not. Why? Because they're cats."-from The Onion

    Quote Originally Posted by Mia M
    If a cupcake was tossed at me... well, I'd only be upset if it missed my mouth

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