
Originally Posted by
mr_punk
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you think sixty is looking for love? i wouldn't go that far. now, i get the impression that he's a bit of a horndog...not that there's anything wrong with that. i happen to be one myself. he also might like sex workers to stroke his ego (and his willy) and eat up SS with a spoon, but that applies to the vast majority of sc customers. still, i wouldn't make the leap that he's looking for love. .
Punk....that's the whole point of his diary entry. He is making the case that he has or could bridge the gap between fake pay sex and real love/desire sex (or a true emotional connection). But make no mistake; this is his goal:
This actual scenario, for me, demonstrates
the line of demarcation between stripclub pseudosex and girlfriend real sex. If Celeste were my girlfriend, I know I'd act more democratically -- indeed, more chivalrously -- as regards the distribution of orgasmic ecstacy. But c'mon, it's my dime here, and time ran out. Believe me, I know the following factors weigh as incriminating evidence against my case:
- I had time.
- The money was not a factor.
- I adore Celeste.
But still, there is a
principle, is there not?
His goal is 100% to convert fake emotion to real emotion. The physical act may be identical as far as he knows. It's OK, he's been there before. Reading his diaries is like reading the Donner party story. No surprises; no Hollywood ending.
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