I decided today (last night in my drunken stupor, actually) that I am going to get back into club dancing. I miss it a lot and I am not doing any hard drugs anymore so I think I could stay away from them now without any problem. And the girls that I had the drug problems with are pretty much all has beens now so them not being around would be nice because there'd be so much less drama.
My main reason is my sister is getting married next October and it would just help get me in my best shape for her big day. I'm not really out of shape now, but just enough so that I would like to hit the pool for a month before I get on stage again. I am scared tho because I just don't know if I am mentally ready to get back into the hustle. I haven't done that in so long that I just don't know if my skills are up to par (read: easy/ pushover/ soft).
Plus it would help me finacially to save some money so I can really splurge for her wedding. I want to get butterflies flown in from FL and it isn't really expensive but the amount I want to get ends up being around $300. So the additional income would be nice.
Any advice from those of you that have taken a break and gone back would be very helpful. THANK YOU!



~ my very own pole dancer!
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