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    Default Hollerday Blues

    This Christmas and birthday are going to be more like NO Christmas and birthday.

    I have a 1 foot fake tree someone through out in my complex. I have no ornaments for it. I cant affod gifts for my boyfriend, my co workers, my friends... I cant even afford cards to send to my family.

    Yeah, the girl with FIVE FUCKING JOBS cant afford a Christmas or do anything for her birthday.

    Why? Because every Gods damned penny goes to bills. Rent. Utilities. Car. Gas. Food. Vet bills. Dental problems. Health problems. Meds.


    I feel ill in my stomach. This sucks. I miss NY and my family and my best friend who now has MS and I feel like crap.
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    Aww Paige I know how you feel hon, i've been there. Im on year three spending Christmas alone. I cant afford to pay my rent let along buy gifts for my family, friends or bf. I dont have five jobs thankfully(I dont know how you do it with CFS, I have that and I can hardly handle one). And to top it off my bf cant even spend xmas with me because his family demands he be with them, and they dont like me but he doesnt want to let down his nieces n nephews. Anyway. Its hard hunny... I just try and tell myself though its only a holiday, if I pretend it doesnt exist I wont notice it.
    Make yourself some stuff to put on the tree... like make paper snowflakes(remember in school?) paper chain links etc... add your personal touch to it. And who cares if your cards arnt store bought, make some yourself, a home made card has more meaning to it then store bought. Spend a dollar on a huge thing of construction paper from the dollar store and make yourself stuff... thought that counts.
    I hope things get better for you. And happy early bday *big hugs* hang in there, hopefully playboy loved you! I dont see how they couldnt.

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    you know those christmases allways come, and having my birthday on christmas, I know how ya feel.

    Just one of those times of year when putting other people first really matters and if you don't feel you can do that financially then you're put into a state of guilt cause visibly, everyone else is doing it.

    Big hug paige, I love ya girl! *huggles*
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    (((((Paige))))))

    When Mast ships me to you for your birthday, I will make it all better.

    I'm sorry you're down in the dumps Hunny. I'm here if ya need me.

    Best Friend has MS? That's awful Hon. I know all-too-well what that disease is like. My Mother just passed her 20th year in bed from that bullshit. She was the youngest reported case back then (1966.. She was 16). I'll PM my number to you. Use it whenever you need to vent or just chat.. I'm here.


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    Paige!!

    We need to get together. Mast told me so much about you and I'm dying to meet you. I think we'd have fun together.

    And I'll get you out of the Christmas/birthday dumps.

    We'll bake gingerbread men and decorate them like strippers (I think they're cute, last year my mom didn't quite get it though -sigh)

    I agree with Mast's post; it's really sad that the commercialism of Christmas turns the holiday into such a stressful, irritating time of year. I can completely relate. Last year I was really broke, so I did a bunch of baking and gave everyone tins of cookies and candies since I couldn't afford gifts. I refuse to go overboard with gift-giving - it almost seems to have become a competition with some people: "who can give the best gifts?"

    I'm also sorry to hear about your friend

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    You know, now that I think about it, once the ice is broken, I can see you two being best friends, and seriously getting along....I'm almost glad we didn't run into you when paige and I where there. Mast hates third wheels! Hahaha just kidding. Paige is sooooo much fun once she doesn't have the stress of a playboy tryout on her hands

    *Crosses fingers for paige*

    wait....not enough

    *Calls Playboy and makes threats for paige*
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    I REALLY need to get out to Tampa again. I so want to meet you, TampaDancer! Egads! Seriously



    Thanks you guys for cheering me up too. I adore you all!
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    seriously! come stay with me and we'll cheer each other up

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    Well....PARTY IN OHIO........wait, nevermind.....that sounds stupid.
    "The problem with the world is that everyone is a few drinks behind."
    -Humphrey Bogart

    "Sir, if you were my husband, I would poison your drink."
    -Lady Astor to Winston Churchill
    "Madam, if you were my wife, I would drink it."
    -His reply

    "If God had intended us to drink beer, He would have given us stomachs."
    -David Daye

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    Quote Originally Posted by tampadancer
    seriously! come stay with me and we'll cheer each other up
    I wont be able to RIGHT on the hollerdays... but PM me with what youre schedule is like from now till then and maybe I can come crash for a night or something!
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    I'm sorry you're feeling down. For some reason the holidays make me depressed too. And lately I've been feeling really fat and I know I'm going to pig out for Xmas. Oh well. At least it'll be over soon. If you can come down to Tampa next weekend you should come to the Hallucination Before Christmas party. It would definitely cheer you up.

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    Quote Originally Posted by tampadancer
    We'll bake gingerbread men and decorate them like strippers (I think they're cute, last year my mom didn't quite get it though -sigh)
    OMG - I am SOOOO going to do that... what a CUTE idea! Totally cheered ME up just thinking about it!

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