Hi guys, I still haven't made it back to work yet. I keep saying every day I am going to work tonight but I can't motivate myself to do anything. I don't care about leaving the house at all. I take Effexor XR 75mg for my depression and have been seen by a shrink and therapist in the past. I just don't want to get back on too many meds and start feeling like a zombie. I don't care about having sex at all either. My husband is starting to grow bitter. Yes, I did pay for half of our bills last month. But now I am getting short on cash and I ask for help paying for just the things I need to have. I talked to him about me being a "housewife" for a while and he hates that idea. He is encouraging me to get out of the house. He said me staying in is making me more sick. I am starting to feel like I am just "bumming" off him. I don't think he feels like he is "getting" anything out of our relationship. He said I could do whatever I want for a living and he would get another job if he had to. That's sweet of him but I don't think that's realistic for us right now. I am hoping to get my credit completely cleaned up so we can get a house. And if I go back to making what I was making it will take us a long time to do that. Plus as depressed as I am I honestly don't think I can hold down a "regular" job. Any advice?



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