Alright first off, I am so sorry that you have to hear this...my best friend and I are in a BIG fight and I have no one else really close to me to talk about things.
See I've had alot of bad crap happen to me in the past and I've always stayed away from relationships. I like this guy now and his name is Chris and i'm really interested in getting to know him better. Well, he's still kinda heart broken from his ex...who happened to start dancing once and awhile during their relationship. He was trusted her fully. She cheated on him and left him for one of her custies.... who happened to be pretty well off and much older. I guess in her case, money was her ticket for happiness. Well, I thought I was over him during thanksgiving week because my old co worker (Remember I work in a restaurant ) came in while Chris was out of town and told me she was his new girlfriend! This pissed me off because I just told her that I liked him the week before. Well, I finally confronted Chris tonight. I asked him if him and her were still together. He said no and then honestly told me how they slept together one night drunk and she wouldn't sleep with him with out the boyfriend title. I told him that I did like him but when I found out about him and her I got over it. Then he mentions how he is basically sleeping around. And then says if he really got to know a girl long enough to really care for her he would be loyal and treat her like gold. I do know that he would do that, but I'm not sure if he might be liking this new partying thing to much to maybe go back to it one night during a relationship. And I don't like having my friends seconds, but she is a whore and sleeps around.
But one of the problems is that I do want to start dancing, I'm even getting toned up to do it....but I kno it would be a problem because of what happened to him with his ex. But I really feel comfortable around him and thats hard for me to find considering my past. And he would be able to help me threw that....but I don't know if he'd be happy with the wanting to dance thing. So what do i do? I really need someone to love me and help me get threw things but I also want to experiance the thrill of being on stage!



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