It's a lovely yet slow holiday season with too many dancers on shift and bargain seeking customers. I honestly don't know what the other girls are doing except that I have to loosen my boundries to compete. Put it this way: You know when a custy keeps grabbing your crotch, and you know that he has done 5 songs with so-and-so, which leads me to believe that so-and-so let him do it! Because I need the money, I give him mulitiple warnings instead of bouncing him pronto. And then I feel terrible for not standing up for myself. I feel dirty.
The past 2 weeks, I have not faced such a rowdy, disrespectful group of customers before. I feel like a cheap prostitute. I don't know why I am not kicking them out the way a proud woman should.
I need to tighten my boundries to their original form and accept that I will not compete with extras even if it means less money.
I can't wait for the holiday season to be over. How about you?



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do at work does not, in any way, mean that everyone else is dishonest too. Period.

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