Well he has finally moved out and I thought I would be able to handle it since I have been so miserable over the last couple of years with him, all the mean things he has done, I just really thought I would be able to move on. But all I can think about is 'I wonder if he has someone else in his bed now' He only moved out a couple of days ago but I know what he's like and it really hurts to think that he can move on so quickly and I can't. I know he will come and see our baby because he is a really good father, but he is young and drinks a lot and I know he will be with someone else. I know it shouldn't bother me so much and I should concentrate on my own life and my gorgeous baby rather than worry who he is with but it is plaguing my mind and it makes me feel sick in my stomach. I actually thought I wasn't in love with him anymore and I couldn't wait for him to leave but now he has it hurts. I don't want him to come back because I was really miserable but I don't want him to move on so fast. We are still going away at xmas together to his parents place the plane tickets are all booked and were doing it for the baby. I asked him to promise me he won't be with anyone else before we go away together since we will be staying in the same room etc and I couldn't stand it if he had just been sleeping with someone else, but he said he can't promise me that 'just in case' It is only a week away! It makes me so sad to think about it.![]()
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Oh dear I feel a bit better now after my little rant. Any advice for getting over someone quickly? I just don't want to feel so hurt like this I don't like it and I'm sure its not the best for my little baby for me to be moping around depressed all the time.



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