Okay, I made an ass out of myself last Tuesday for the first time in three years at this club. I got too drunk and the bartender was bitching about my lap dancing (post on another thread) when the DJ pulled me off stage (I didn't know I was pulled). I almost got in physical fight with her because she swung at me when I told her that she was a bitch and needed to mind her own damn business behind the bar. Well, now I am on alcohol probation for one month. I should have acted more calm and I was wrong for getting so violent about it. I realize that. But I think alcohol probation for one month is a bit harsh punishment for the crime here. Sometimes, not all the time, maybe once out of every three nights I work I like to have a drink or two at the most to lighten my mood up. The night I got out of hand the bartender herself was feeding my grandmaya (spelling) shots, which I can not handle and I did take them on my own free will. I can only drink vodka, it doesn't hang me over or cause me to act sloppy. Anyways, I couldn't get one freakin' dance tonight because I felt so uptight. I don't always rely on alcohol to relax me but every once in a while I like a glass of wine or something. I just took off and left tonight. I can't do this shit for free. I don't want to be a fuckin' stage ornament. And I know it was because custie's sensed my energy being uptight. I am going to go out of town again this weekend with a good friend of mine. I will limit my hours at my home club until my probation is up. Their excuse for this was that they put another girl on probation, which this girl rarely works at our club and is like 200 lbs! Plus, she gets drunk every single time she works. Other's have done worse than me. I guess because I am generally "good" my punishment is taken to extreme.![]()



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Damn mormons.


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