Okay. So, I am dating this guy I have dated before. We've probably known each other for two years or something. Well, I feel like I am lying to myself.
I KNOW I am a lesbian. There is no doubt about it. Yeah, some guys are cute, but relationship wise...it's NEVER my thing. I always have great relationships with girls and am also attracted to them.
I feel like I am lying to this guy, but we got into the whole "I love you" thing and I feel it'd be really wrong of me to take it back, and go, "Well, you know...I was wrong, It's not going to work based on the fact you're not what I like and I just don't want to be with you". (He knows I am very into girls and doesn't see a problem with it, but he's one of those typical guys that thinks he can have a threesome with two girls...Eck.) Everytime I see him it feels like I am lying to him and myself so I get really bitchy and mean.
I just don't want to meet some amazing girl and leave him for her. Somehow I would think that'd hurt him more than me just ending it now.
I mean, he's my best friend, I just don't feel anything romantically. Maybe at one point I did, but I realize that was a confused mistake now.
How should I break it to him? Right now I just haven't accepted any calls from him and that is rude, mean, and wrong too.



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