So tonight is the night! Yup, I'm finally going to audition in just a few hours! I am sooooo nervous! I keep getting horrible feelings about how I look. I'm not quite as toned as I'd like and I feel like my stretch marks are gonna stick out like I sore thumb. I've read many times that you can't see stretch marks ITC, but I feel like I'm gonna be the one special case! I don't want to be embarrassed! Not to mention, I don't know what the hell to do! I have been walking around in my heels and outfit for a while to get used to it! I also got bumps all over my kitty. I put some deoderant on it, so hopefully it goes away! Unfortunately I was unable to shave it again, so it is lil stubbly, but I don't think it will be noticeable. At least I hope not! I guess I just have a real bad case of the last-minute jitters.
God, I hope I feel better once I'm there!



. I put some deoderant on it, so hopefully it goes away! Unfortunately I was unable to shave it again, so it is lil stubbly, but I don't think it will be noticeable. At least I hope not! I guess I just have a real bad case of the last-minute jitters.
God, I hope I feel better once I'm there!

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