I finally get properly medicated for my insomnia and such and life is GRAND!
For quite a while now. Well, a few months, but yanno...
Until this weekend.
Sleep Paralysis.
NOT FUN.
I start so slowly drift to sleep when it hits me. I cant move. ANYTHING. I cant open my eyes. I can speak.... scream for help to my male right beside me. It lasts for about 30 seconds to about 3 minutea at a time.
Now, according to doctors and the interweb, it happens to just about everyone at least once in their lives.
I've had it happen about 30 times in the past 2.5 days.
I am scared to sleep. I am scared that I will never come out of it.... stuck in this paralysis forever. And NO doctors in my area know a damn thing about it or how to make it stop. I have to go to Ft Lauderdale to a special clinic if I want help.
I swear I just want to find an actual tall building in this state of small buildings and jump.



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