Well, I've had it! I've lived in Oregon for a year and a half, and not once, have I gone out and done anything other than work or to school. I've felt guilty about leaving my son with a babysitter, but I realize that I need at least one night out! I've been dating my boyfriend for 8 months now, he's only offered me to go out once with him to a punk rock show that was in a small place and i had school the next day so I didn't want to go, he goes out every weekend, so screw him, I'm going out! I'm going to find a reliable person to watch my son this week, screen the person and maybe next weekend go to a bar and have some drinks!
I've been feeling so crappy since I gained quite a bit of weight. my boyfriend doesn't ever come on to me anymore and we never have sex, maybe once a week.
i just had to share that I am no longer going to sit around and feel sorry for myself because I feel so underappreciated.
yay for me!



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