*Sigh*
So last night when I arrived at work, I found out that a local dancer (an aquaintance) had died/been killed (still unsure). I spent the night with some of her close friends, listening to them talk about her, comforting them, fielding rumours &etc. By the end of the night I was just DRAINED emotionally.
So predictably, I'm in a foul mood when I see boyo later on. Yes, I get on his case a bit, about stuff that really is an issue to me, but that I probably wouldn't have brought up were I in a better mood. I didn't insult him or say anything mean, it was more stuff along the lines of "I think we should go on more dates, instead of just having sex". He is at first all wounded, and then he SNAPS. He stormed out of my apartment, saying "I've been nothing but a nice guy!" . So I call him...once, twice, three times...leave messages saying "I'm sorry about what happened, I'm stressed, I didn't mean to upset you...it would mean a lot to me if you could call me back."
No call back! So I blew it, I guess...but I'm confused, I thought I was allowed to be moody in this kind of situation?? Wouldn't most guys just let that bitchiness go, considering? I'm usually pretty upbeat, it was a definite anomaly in my behaviour.
I'm totally sad, I really liked him, but I can't even fathom dating a guy who would storm out of a fight and then not answer my calls or call me. I'm into closure.



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