I started danceing this summer, but took a long break because of school and started dating this guy...its been 6 months now and I have only danced one night since we started dating...and I lied to him and said I was going to see some friends (not complete lie) I have tried to talk to him about danceing...he is very conseritve and still has a problem that I have friends to dance.
The shaky part is that we met the night I won a wet tshirt (top less) contest...he was there. But it bugs him that his friends saw me and that I may be too wild for him. He also worries that he is holding me back. I love him so much and know that I am getting to a point that I either need to say hey I am gonna do this you can take it or leave it (hard thing there i feel like he may tell his fraterinity brothers, and it will get around the greek sytem that I am a part of, I drive 3 hours to the club for safty and privacey, yeah I know that privacy is a odd choice), or give it up all together. I dont know where to go from here. I have totaly stalled out. I am booked in a club on the 14th and he and I are leaving on the 15th to go to his family's for Easter weekend. I am worried how I am going to pull that off. God I just dont want a double life, and dont want him to leave me and ruin me here.
help please



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