...or close to it at least!
i havent danced since september and before i quit i was majorly burnt out.
and, well, this semester was my first semester at a community college of which all i can say is that it REALLY wasnt for me and my GPA will be too low to qualitfy for financial aid next semester (at an awesome, but pricey, art college out of state). so its going to be out of pocket/alternative loans for me!
here are the problems im facing:
1) my long-distance boyfriend said he would prefer if i didnt strip. at the time he let me know he would have a problem with it i had been retired for months and doing alright financially so i said, "ok." now i know its not right to lie in a relationship but because of the distance it would be very easy for me to strip without him ever finding out.
2) however i could tell him, and he actually would be able to offer me financial assistance. he has already offered to pay for my BA and buy me a car - i could say i would rather have a degree, but the idea of being financially dependant on another person freaks me out. im used to taking care of myself and dancing was the only way i know how to do it.
3) STUDENT LOANS. i would love to just take out a loan for the entire amount and be able to have my school AND my boyfriend. i really would. my credit is horrible though. i wish i could go back and slap my teenage self for my irresponsibile use of credit! but all hope isnt lost, right? i can still apply with a consigner...but both of my parents are not in good financial standing either. when my sister went to college it was our grandparents that gave her money. they are very old though, id hate to take any of their savings and i dont know if age is a determining factor when appling for a loan, they are both in their 80's. im pretty oblivious about this subject - any information you have would be great.
other than that how can i get money?
im possibly going to also get a "real" job at a department store, which i will be able to transfer to my new city. i will only be able to save $1,000 at the most from that from now until when i move - but it will definately help.



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