Well, I've decided to quit stripping, get a "real job" (not that stripping isn't), and head back to school. The reason why is because I was starting to feel really burnt out. It got to the point where I didn't want to ask anyone for dances anymore. I felt ugly and like I was not doing well at stripping. Also I learned that the rep my club had was a joke to some. I don't know. Now I am very, very frustrated. I haven't even really put that much effort into getting a real job, but I'm dreading it. I've sent out a few resumes, but I know I need to step up my efforts. I just keep thinking about how little money I will have now. Please tell me some of y'all have been through this terrible transition phase before. Will it get better? I am considering returning to dancing in the future, but right now I have to deal with the "real world."
Maybe, finally, it's time to grow up...



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