I come from a realy religious family, very conservative, and shush shush about anything that has to do with.. fornication? But the thing is I'm very open about my sexuallity, and like being watched etc etc the madonna complex. I freeze up when all focus is on me, but ive done things in chat rooms and i love the attention i get.. I confuse myself. I havent started dancing yet, and it seems like I would have lot of fun because i already like the idea of men watching me but I'm afraid of freezing up. I dont know if this is a quarrel between the morals i was raised with and what i have fun doing.. Anyway I can break through this or come to means?


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