Hello darlings,
I stopped dancing 5 years ago, because I was soooo sick of it, I didn't have the patience & the energy to hustle and behave like "barbie at the strip club" anymore(no offense to anyone but you know what I mean, you kinda have to behave like doll, a fantasy and you can't really show them that you are smart...oooohhh nooooo !)
It was just too damn exhausting for me and I hated the fact that sometimes I could make amazing money in one night and for the next 2 nights I would make 75 $, it drove me insane because!I was trying to plan my life according to a budget but I really couldn't, not with such an irregular income. ( Ok ! :: I admit that I am kind of high maintenance but still, I never exagerated... because I knew that sometimes I would get into a dry spell)..So I got myself a 9 to 5 job which helped a lot because I could finally make plans, have a real budget and more importantly live my life without being eaten out by the stress of not knowing if would make enough money to pay for my stuff and feel trapped. But here I am, 5 years later, deep in debts with my credit cards maxed out, trying to start a business with almost no money...and I am thinking of going back...Of course I would have to get back in shape, but that's a problem, my problem is will I be able
to play the game again since I left the business hating it.
Anyone had a similar experience and went back, or has advices to give, please share
Excuse my mistakes, I am French so my English doesn't always come out right.
Love and xx
Pepita![]()


oooohhh nooooo !)
I was trying to plan my life according to a budget but I really couldn't, not with such an irregular income. ( Ok ! :: I admit that I am kind of high maintenance but still, I never exagerated... because I knew that sometimes I would get into a dry spell)..So I got myself a 9 to 5 job which helped a lot because I could finally make plans, have a real budget and more importantly live my life without being eaten out by the stress of not knowing if would make enough money to pay for my stuff and feel trapped. But here I am, 5 years later, deep in debts with my credit cards maxed out, trying to start a business with almost no money...and I am thinking of going back...Of course I would have to get back in shape, but that's a problem, my problem is will I be able
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, so its cool to dance for now. It's great money and my hours fit into my busy schedule. I get to spend more time with my family and I like the club atmoshpere. I also like my flexible hours and not having to report to some lame everyday. I hate when someone tells me what to do. Ask your spiritual leader for guidance and weigh out the pros and pros of the two. Maybe you can do both. Dance part time!


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