I'm supposed to audition next week. I've been working towards this for about 6 months - lost 40 lbs, got a fake tan, got the outfits and shoes, practiced dancing in front of mirror and for hubby. So...now that the time is almost here...I'm really nervous. I've tried to figure out what's making me so nervous, so I can fix it, but no dice.
Maybe it's because I am not a 20 year old hottie? I look pretty good for a 38 yr old and pass for 28 even without makeup. I'm definitely a thick girl, but no rolls. I have some scars that will have to be covered with dermablend, but nothing too awful.
I have my alter ego worked out and actually really enjoy her! I take her out to clubs every now and then - and Megan (my alter ego) always gets guys attention. I've been in SC's and had lots of guys want to know when I'm going to dance - would I dance for them right now?
I did a lot of theatre when I was younger - it doesn't feel like stage fright. I'm generally pretty happy pretending to be someone else.
I'm not worried about guys touching me - I can handle guys touching legs, butt, and sides. I occasionally end up in the lap of some guy I don't know - when I'm being Megan. They don't bother me at all - kind of fun actually.
So - aside from a shot or two of tequila...any advice to get me off my ass and go audition?
Also - there's one club where they told me to just come to work - no audition, or there's another club where I would have to audition. Should I just go to the one where I don't have to audition...to make it easier?



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You sound really ready, though... Lol, you'll do great!!
I think your ready, more then ready. Do not do the shots though because you will start to think that the only way you can work is to take a shot or two and thats not a cool thing to depend on. So just do it! As for the age thing, consider it a bonus!

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