Ok, so I've been dancing on and off for about 7 months. My problem is that I get discouraged so easily. I don't really know why, because I'll have several great days in a row, and then several really really bad days. It's the reason I've taken so many 'leave of absences'. I took 4 months off at the beginning of this year, and now I'm off again. I know I'm pretty, but when i see other girls, and how they dance or look, I'm either thinking they dance better or just like me, so what makes me special, or they are so hot, and I'm fat. Then I'll sit with a customer and feel dumb. I need to update my outfits and shoes, and I need to find a good club where I can make money. But there are no good clubs here. They're 'titty bars'. I've been traveling a little. I too have a hard time breaking the ice, and while I can pretend to be confident, deep down, I'm not. I'm broke as can be right now, and I don't know what to do. I wanna go back and dance, but I hate wasting time and leaving with nothing (yes, I have left with nothing) Some of you are shaking your heads thinking I wouldnt leave with nothing, but sometimes, theres nothing you can do. My hustle needs work, and so do I. Any advice??



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