hello
my friend alex is one of the only people that knows that id like to be a stripper.
he asked me if id do like you know..a sexy dance for him (so i can practice..and i bet he just wanted to watch). he sed i didnt have to take my clothes off(and i wouldnt have for HIM either...). but...
i was SO EMBARASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i stalled so much. its like , i can dance sexy with confidence with nobody around...OR with a big crowd. but its SO embarassing to do it just in front of ONE person, (or a few) people. im assuming i wont have any problem dancing on stage,since just being on stage makes me feel confident and i dont mind if a crowd is around me. but i know lapdances how you usually make most of your money...but i get to embarassed 2 dance in front of one person.
i tried to do a lapdance and "strip show" for my boyfriend once...i could tell he liked it..but i cut it short and i felt so awkard and embarassed. i couldnt even do my best.
i guess my fear is trying and being sexy...only to be laughed at..or not to be found sexy at all.
how do you get OVER THIS??
thanks to anyone who helps!![]()




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