i just had the worst night ever - not one dance. zero - zip - nada - NOTHING. started a little late but i was feeling good about going into work tonight. so i get myself a drink to cut back on the time it takes for me to actually start working. head to the dressing room - makeup, clothes, hair, smoke...on the floor. some guy is checking me out so i go over. chit chat, 'mind if i join you?' talk some more - ask him for $1 because the girl on main stage isn't being tipped and she's hot, it's slow and the song playing is 'love you long time' - extra benefit. he gets distracted - i politely and perkily (i hope that's a word) remind him...he is offended with my persistence...starts talking shit...okay - i just want to interject that i know the difference between playful and vindictive...about how i am so persistent and greedy for the $1 that i am about to give someone else. i am sitting there staring at him and i do what i figure might make him calm down, bat the eyelashes, smile, giggle and then apologize for my eagerness and telling him he was being rude (didn't i mention that?). he cops an attitude and i am stunned, but there are 2 other guys at the table. so i am still playful. then his friend tells me that's his way of flirting (single ladies, this man is for you!). so he dares me to say, 'i want a drink motherfucker.' so i do cuz at this point i don't care since he was being rude and 'but your friend said...'
stupid jackass ruined my night. and i know i need to suck it up - take a deep breath and just let it go but i couldn't for the life of me get back into any positive mindset all night.
dammit dammit dammit - people can be such jerks.
anyways - just needed to exhale.
thanks.


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