I was just wondering.. you girls ever just get depressed.. Lately.. I've been doing absolutely nothing.. i don't see the point of going to work.. and making money coming back home and doing nothing.. I have everything i need and want.. I am sooo BORED of shopping bored of everything that has anything to do with money .. I'm not sick of dancing not at all, that's what keeps me going and the money in my hands.. but its when i get home i feel so sick of everything..
In general I'm just BORED with everything.. lucky for me my boredom.. has fucked up everything else but my job.. i still make bank when i work... but i feel I'm doing this for nothing all that money for nothing.. i like the money always makes me feel good and i have that little high when I'm holding it at the end of the night but all that work and money for what? I think i might be depressed ... when I'm at the club i put on an act so everything is fine but when i get home i feel bored ...
I just moved to this city about a year ago.. and all i do is work.. i have no friends and its killing me..i can't meet a guy, i try to make friends with the other strippers at my club but i feel they hate me because I'm make a lot of money.. well most of it anyway.. none of them talk to me ... they always make a big group all talking and laughing and I'm always on the outside, I hate it. Since i can't talk to them well i work work work..
I just want to talk to someone anyone.. .. I feel so alone..
whats the big apt, expensive furniture, car.. TV.. everything for .. it really doesn't mean so much to me anymore..



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