This has just gone from bad to worse...
Have you ever found out what a person you used to care about, and still kind of do because you've known them forever, is doing and wished you hadn't? Yeah well, I just got hit with that right now...
It disappoints me so much to hear what direction my former friend is going in that all I could do is just sit and stare at the words on the screen in disbelief. I don't even know how to react. The one side of me that has always looked out for her wants to message her with a "WTF? Are you fucking clueless?" But I already know the answer to that question; it's just so disappointing. Here's a person who just graduated from high school. She stashed a shitload of money to get out on her own. But she also quit her job. Fast forward to now.
Probably still no job. And apparently she's fucking around all damn day. Becoming an alcoholic because she's too afraid to stand up to people's expectations of her becoming one eventually, turning into (wait she's already there) a fucking waste of a drug addict, and all she wants to do is party, get stoned, and get trashed.
Wow. Is this the youth I missed? Damn sucks to be me.....![]()
I can't believe I actually almost let her fool me into thinking I had the problem, when the reality is SHE'S THE DAMN TRAIN WRECK. It's so bad, like a bad car crash, andI can't help but sit back and watch in horror. This girl had so many dreams, and now shes's a big fat nothing.
Harsh, I know!
I hope she wakes up before she's 21 and laying in rehab.
Taken from my former best friend's blog:
"Probably boring to most of u, but this is my life lately
Hey dudes thought I would post a little blog for my stalkers telling them whats going on with me... lol jk yo. But a shit load is up. I am in my new apartment all settled in finally!!. I have the internet so I'll be on myspace more and shit. I live with my buddy Jenny, and well I guess you could say Jesse lives here too becuz he never leaves!!! (but thats a good thing... most of the time haha). I am really happy and even a little proud of myself. So many people doubted me on doing this, but now they can just FUCK OFF!! haha... sorry, im a crazy biatch yo.... Yeah I am really stressed out too... lol. Certain things have been happening lately (normal things mostly) and its wearing down on me a little. Just money problems (grrrrr) and then something that might end the best friendship I've ever had (even more grrr), plus the fact that everyone thinks I'm an alcoholic... which I prolly will end up being, but I've always seen that coming anyways lol. But I'm so happy at the same time that I'm soo stressed out. So it kinda evens out, and I'm trying not to worry about anything right now because thats the way I am. Well I have been having a lot of fun lately. People love to come over here all the time and I love it too, because before that I really haven't hung out with those people in a while and they're all pimps haha. Well I would be happy to have people call and come check the new place out!! The 4th of July barbeque did not happen because I didnt have any barbeque supplies (...like a grill lol) so I am going to be having a random one pretty soon, and it'll be hella fun. We can eat burgers and hotdogs, go swimming, get drunk, watch trippy movies, get stoned, get more drunk and then pass out. See I know how to have fun mang, and I'll keep you all posted on when this will be. Well call me or message me if you wanna chill. You guys are THE SHIT and I love you all.
-Elisha"
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Maybe Im an overprotective boring bitch, but I grew up with this girl and she was never like this before...
She has no dreams and no goals anymore, she's just given up on it all...



Maybe Im an overprotective boring bitch, but I grew up with this girl and she was never like this before...
She has no dreams and no goals anymore, she's just given up on it all...
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