I need opinions from you wise ones here on stripperweb.![]()
Alright, marriage is looming (however far, far in the distance) in the future between me and my boy. Maybe you remember my post about how young is too young to get married. He got the ring.
And, well, he put it on my finger - and I said yes - and suddenly that changed the whole dynamic for me. For one thing, I am scared. Yeah, bad sign, eh? So soon. This started after we got back from our pretty trip where he proposed officially.
He has this female friend that has always been in the picture for him. It's been an unrequited love thing although mutual on both parties. They've just always been with other people. Though, he admit to me that through all of his past relationships, he's always wanted to be with her instead. He assures me its different with me, that he's never loved anyone as much and wants to be with no one else. All that jazz.
But, she's always been there for him, and what I'm afraid of (since they keep in pretty close contact and he's already talked to her about things I'd rather him NOT talk to her about... about my wavering) is that when things get rocky, he's gonna go to her and she's gonna be the one to comfort him.
I'm already getting a crystal clear idea that maybe I rushed into it too soon for me. He's rushing it. I don't know why he wants to get married so bad. For whatever reason she didn't "threaten" me before he put the ring on me, and as soon as he did, it's like EVERYTHING is starting to scare the shit out of me.
At least it's still early... but still.![]()



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