So anyway, I posted a thread awhile back about a dancer that I've been seeing. Things were going really well for about a month. We were going out a lot, seeing a lot of each other, and fucking like rabbits. I kind of felt like a was neglecting my job a little though, and not take care of some financial things that I need to stay on top of, so I took a break and didn't see or talk to her for a couple of days. I took care of what I needed to, started to miss her, and got back together with her.
Well, I was hoping to leave where we left off, but maybe just a little less involved, so that I still took care of everything I needed to. She said that she didn't want to fall in love, that she wanted to keep things casual. I assumed that would mean that we would still be seeing each other pretty often.
Since then, though, she has been giving me the runaround for the most part. I call her to get together, and she either has other plans or makes vague plans with me then breaks them. She insists though, that she is not seeing anybody else but still wants to see me casually (which seems more like whenever the fuck she feels like it, if at all).
I've been getting more and more pissed off, because she has not been straightforward with me, often seems to be lying her ass off, and seems zoned out on Xanax a lot of the time.
We began arguing a little bit, as I became more assertive, because I don't want to be her fallback boyfriend, or somebody that she can jerk around to boost her ego. She told me that she thinks, "I suddenly grew a pair of nuts" because my crazy ex-girlfriend, who skipped town with our newborn son awhile back, has contacted me trying to reconcile. I assured her that I had no interest in my ex, although I definitely want a relationship with my son. I just wanted her to level with me, but she never would.
Things came to a head the other day, when I called her and she kept saying she was busy and would call me back. She never did. I got more and more pissed off, leaving some extremely insulting messages on her voicemail. Then I called her late at night and kept calling until she finally answered. She told me I was pathetic. I said,"What? More pathetic than you?" and some other stuff. I called her back a few minutes later, and some moronic dude that I assume she is now fucking tells me to "get a life".
I don't know why she bothered to not level with me, but I just think that she is a total pussy, and not cool at all. I left some more messages on her voicemail the next day. Now I've got a couple of different dudes calling me threatening me, and threatening to hurt my ex-girlfriend and son. I'm thinking I should hire one of these goons to find my son, if they think they can, because I haven't had a whole bunch of luck. I just know they are in Galveston somwhere.
So, things ended up pretty shitty with my stripper gf and me, if it is indeed finally over. She thinks I am a total psychpath, and I think she is a lowlife, with a whole lot of stripper baggage with no-account hanger-on lackeys on speed-dial waiting to do her bidding with the hopes of getting into her pants someday.
Maybe I took her too seriously, being a stripper and caught up in some of the more negative aspects of the lifestyle. Still, if she wasn't so into me, I don't know why she seemed to love to fuck me so much, saying things like "oooh, you fuck me so good daddy.", "Ooooh, yeah, I love it when you pull my hair when you give it to me from behind." I guess she says that to all of her tricks. At least I didn't have to pay for it. If I wasn't her man, she sure acted like I was for awhile. It was fun while it lasted, I just wish it had gone on a little longer. I'll let you guys know if there are any further developments.
Peace,
-M. L.-



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