It did. And I have never felt so scared in my life. Last night I found out my fiance posted this ad on craigslist DAYS after I lost our baby.
Very Attractive yet Neglected 21 Year Old seeking a Mature woman - m4w - 21
'Very attractive yet unsatisfied but mature 21 year old in serach of someone likewise. I love older woman (26+) probably to make a note worth that they seem to understand that incredible sex is a gem to be always in search for and when achieved, is the most glowing and transcendical experience ever. Thats the kind of woman I am looking for to maybe get something going this weekend. Must be open and free willed and minded. Fun loving and positive. Must love to laugh and know when to get mischievious at times!! Please get in contact with me ASAP and I will send you pictures. I'm also confident that my experience when it comes to being in bed will NOT let you down. Hope to hear from YOU soon!! '
I'm in complete shock. I have been taking care of him for his BiPolar. Putting off grieving the loss of my child, and healing myself mentally to take care of him and this is how he repays me.
I was lying in our bed with cramps, bleeding and crying when he wrote this.
At first he tried to deny even writing it. Considering all the reply's in his email he can't really do that anymore so now he's saying he ''doesn't remember doing it, and he doesn't underdtand what's going on''
He was even talking to himself, threatening suicide, trying to light his fingers on fire,ect.
I guess the fact that I can't have sex for 3 weeks because I just had a miscarriage was too long for him to wait.
I am just so hurt because at the time whe I needed him the most he did this to me. I have no one in this city, and I'm really scared. I am just shaking and in a total state of shock. For this to happen right now is the worst timing but I am glad I found out sooner rather than later.
To think I almost married this guy.
I kept asking for a sign all week as to what to do because his bipolar has gotten so out of control and I was killing myself taking care of him. I sure got my sign.
Yes, I am leaving him. I just don't know what I'm going to do now.
I'm afraid all this happening at once is really going to mess me up emotionally and it will be hard for me to feel happy again.



I believe you Dottie and you have my support 
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