For those of you who read my "bad breakup" thread, u know I am under a ton of stress. Not just because of the breakup, but other sh** going on in my life right now. Ever since I was a kid, I had this habit of scratching the hell out of my arms whenever I got anxiety that bad. I have been doing that a lot lately. I was wondering if calling the doctor to get a prescription for zanax or valium would be a good idea. I HATE the feeling of the anxiety kicking in!!! I feel like i can't breath and my heart is POUNDING. It feels like I'm waiting for something bad to happen. I worry that if I ask the doctor for these pills he will assume that I want them to abuse them just because I am an exotic dancer. Or if I can just call and have him prescribe them over the phone or if i would need to come in for an appointment (which would suck cuz I have no health insurance). I don't know how else to deal with this. I need to be able to work!!!! I need money for my new apartment and so many other things i will be needing to move. Is there any other way to deal with this anxiety?



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