Ok, wife and boy were out of town last week so I finally went out the night before they came home.
I found a new club in FL that I really wanted to check out. When I got in, I noticed it was hoping fairly well and asked the bouncer who gave good private dances and is petite. He mentioned a couple and I went and took a seat to have a drink and survey the scene. I wasn't digging it at first, went to the stage tipped the girl up there and noticed she didn't have very straight teeth but has a body to die for....as I went and sat back down one girl the bouncer had told me about met eyes with me. I made it clear with my eye contact I'd like to get to know her. But, she was with a guy at the bar. Finally, he went to the restroom and I got her over.
She was very tight (body), very nice looking (hard to say a 10 in a dark room!), and the initial conversation went well. I explained I'm a former personal trainer and that I was great at massage. I start massaging her neck and stroking her hair which she's loving. Long story short, was getting goose bumps and I was ready to rock. I asked her what we could do there and she gave me 3 choices: topless private, nude private, or champagne. I took the champagne. I felt if I knew her better we may have left, but, this was our first meeting.
In the champagne room she started like it was going to be a routine dance. Finally she sat facing me on my lap and we made out BIG time. She kisses very well (my wife doesn't) and she seemed turned on by the kissing her neck and playing with her hair. I'll shorten this now....Bascially, she was fine with me going down on her but, not returning any of it except for heavy making out. She came when I went down on her too!
After we cuddled, continued to make out, and she sucked my fingers deep, we talked about being married which seemed like we loved the affection we provided each other, but, weren't sure about this new endeavor. She's only been dancing a couple of months and we told each other our first names...
Now, this is messing with my mind big time. I want to go back. I would love to take it further, but, know that's not the right road to go down! How can I get this out of my mind? Will it be time or what? I'm thinking of seeking counseling.....seriously. I DO have a problem with sex and affection...I need lots of it! Any suggestions?







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