I'm all about making things short and sweet so I'll do my best here to describe the hell I am emotionally and physically going through.
August...had a laprascopic procedure under General to remove a cyst on my fallopian tube (2nd time around doing this procedure).
September (2 weeks post-op to date)... Revision lipo/fat transfer to my Right Inner thigh where I had a dent down to the muscle. Everybody said they didn't notice and that I didn't need to do it, but I was VERY self-concious so I did it for my state of well-being. Also, as mentioned in another thread, I had some of the fat transfered and injected into my lips. Not too much but the swelling was horrific and painful. They are looking better day by day and I am sure I will be happy with results.
So, anyone who has had surgery knows how the drugs and side effects of healing, swelling, recovery really f*cks with your emotions. Plus to top it off I am having the period of a lifetime. PRobably a physical reaction to all the surgery. Oh, and the constipations from the pain meds. OMG, I look 4 months pregnant from IBS and a slow moving GI tract.
My husband has been a dickhead because I look funny with my swollen ducky lips. He isn't being cute about it either like my friends and family are being.
So, I feel generally unattractive and fat (from post op swelling and period bloat) and have monkey lips. Boohoo. This sucks but I also feel like I shouldn't complain...I did it to myself but I still need a shoulder to lean on and my husband is being an ass right now. I want my mommy!![]()




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