So I tried out a different club this week, and it is all in all a much better fit for me. The management is more professional (ie- encourages us to stick to what's legal), the money is better, no smoke in the changeroom, free parking, open until 3 (which makes for better business than the clubs that close at 2 it seems), and the private dances we get to keep a g-string on. I thought, being Quebec, it'd be more extras riddled, but I got way less flack from customers than ever before. The dances sold themselves (I got constantly approached for dances when it got busy- it was basically hustle free $$ after midnight). Easy money, better dancing, obviously I'm going to switch.
I've heard girls where I used to dance bitch about how snotty everyone is at this place, but I didn't get that vibe. Overall the look is more competitive (very pretty dancers, some of with whom I can't compete, but that didn't seem to matter because there are so many customers and the managers actually control how many girls are allowed to work). Anyway, it's a better place for me to be. And if it ends up not working out, I can always go back.
So even though I'm happy, I also feel kinda guilty about quitting my old club. After a shift at the new place I was eating at an all hours diner (I was nervous about the new club and hadn't eaten all day) and saw two girls from my old club. They were so friendly with me. One asked if I worked and I said "at Pigales", and she said "oh, I find all the girls there sooo bitchy", blah blah. The irony of it is I always found many of the girls at the other place by and large disliked me. Only recently have they started to be nice, and then I started to feel bad...
I always feel bad when I quit jobs or drop courses. This is ridiculous though. There is no reason for me to stay, and yet I can't shake this bad vibe. Anyone else get this way? It's like I'm letting people down, but why should I care when they were never very nice to me for over a year?



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