So it has been 5 yrs 1 mortage 1child 2 dogs and a hell of a bumpny ride and we are now over. I dont know wheather to laugh or cry I mean I am the one who did it but...............
I dont even knopw why i am writting this but i just needed to spill And i know you girls are so supportive.
I feel like I love him to much, more than he loves me and i dont want to be in a relationship like that.
To start from the begining this is all over such a stupid thing but it is just the last straw i have had enough. We were suppose to go out tonite as a familt which was all giid and I was at school and finishe 15 mins early so i would get home with plenty of time to spare so we could get ready. I rang him just as i left and he lets me know that he droped our daughter of at her pops and was busy building my ace engine which isnt his job cause we have an engine builder and he wont hasnt hung the washing out hasnt been home to get our daughters clothes or mine (which i packed before i left). has not got any nappies or drinks like i asked. So i am fuming and tell him not to bother and i will not go any more cause i have had enough. then blah blah alot of other shit happens and i get home he is there and starts telling me that the world revolves around me and he pitys the next guy im with and yada yada so thats it its over.
This is not the first time this has happened but it will be the last. H edasent even have the time to speak to me about it he just keeps saying whatever i have nothing to say so yeah.............
I dunno what to do or say and i guess i am just asking for your opinion.
I feel so empty and alone and i dont know how to feel or think..........
THIS IS SHIT!!!



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