Im a little more than discouraged to say the least.![]()
Last night i went into a club to talk with one of the managers and get the run down. I was pretty excited, got me makeup all done up and me hair all nice. I walked in, and introduced myself. Shook hands the whole bit. The manager seemed less than amused... She was talking with one of the waitresses and seemed really friendly, untill i said hello.
"Its ok" i asured myself "your just being paranoid. Keep being positive"
She grabbed a binder and some papers (which she kinda slammed around a bit), and took me into the club where we walked to find a seat. As we walked thru one of the dancers said hello to me. I thought that was really cool. She could probably smell the fear. It made me feel better.
We found a seat. She threw a sheet of paper infront of me and continued to put her belt on. I skimmed over it, as she sat down accross from me. She looked at me like i was a huge wate of her time. Every question i asked she would almost roll her eyes and then answer in the shortest way possible. We went over contact rules. No contact at all ever any none nothing. Not during dances, not on the floor. But, as i look around there are girls on laps, and another with her hands down a customers shirt giving him a massage.
She got me to stand up and do a little turn. She asked if i was ok with being fully nude like i was some sort of saint... Yes, thats why im here. She was not 100% clear on hiring me. The night i went in was white night. I didnt bring anything white. So, i guess she didnt want me to start that night. But, as i looked around only half of the girls were wearing white. SHe made it seem like they were rather strict on their color rules. She said i could come in tonight, and to bring something pink, cuz tonight is pink night.
I just dont know. I felt really unwelcome. Should i just not go, and try another club? Do i tough it out?
-Lux



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