So, Sunday I worked (Sunday isn't a bad day to work here). I went in all pumped and ready to make money...I turned down dinner with a friend because I wanted to go make money, I was totally in the mindspace.
I got to work, did my first show, it was a good show, fine. I went down onto the floor to do dances and...froze. I couldn't do it! Talked to one guy, didn't even ask him for a dance, and just booted it to the changeroom! I spent the rest of my shift, except for my shows, watching CSI.
What the hell? This is so not like me, and I don't understand what happened! I'm usually the one who's ALWAYS on the floor. Nothing went wrong, the competition wasn't fierce...I just wasn't mentally able to hustle. At that particular time, the mental stress of hustling wasn't worth the almost guaranteed return.
So...was this an anxiety attack or something? Has anyone experienced this? I'm worried, I don't want it to happen again!



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