i did such a bad bad bad bad baaaaddd thing tonight... and i have to confess..
I went to my club and ya i usually don't get drunk and i don't even smoke pot usually.. but I've been working 13 days in arrow.. and today i was really not into it.. and i had this customer.. and i had already made like 300$ (i usually make 600-700 on my good days*) anyway i dance for about 200$ for this customer and he tells me he wants to take a break and go the the washroom and i tell him i don't want to.. but he insists.. so i tell him give me the 200$ .. he gives me all his money.. ................................... 5300$ ... all in 100$ bills... i go to the back.. tell one of my close friends at the club.. i tell her "he's drunk and he game over 5000$... i want to be honest but this is to tempting..!"
she tells me " I'll call a cab we will get out from the back..
I tell her I'll give you 500$ to thank her
we leave the guy grabs me.. and tells me he wants his money back i tell him in front of the bouncer that i danced 200$ worth of dances for him and that is my money.. and he says i gave you 5000$ the bouncer is looking at him weird.. i tell the bouncer to kick the guy out because he is drunk.. the cab is there we leave and he follows us for about an hour... we call the cops.. they arrest him they make him take the breath thingy for drunk people notice he is packed!!! and they arrest him.. and let us go.. then the cab driver, drives me home and my friend is sleeping over.. the cab cost like 80$ but we gave him 200 because we told him everything...
the point is.. i don't know what the fuck came over me tonight.. i never ever ever eveeeerrr.. have done this in my life.. and I'm like wwwwwoooowww!!! ... my friend is in much shock as me.. i know i was muuuuccchooo wrong for doing this.. but i wasn't able to make my good side come out once i saw all those 100$ bills.. it was just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard not to do it.. i told a few of my close friends at the club they all said they would do it.. for that much money.. and just not go to the club for a few weeks.. so that's what I'm going to do...
well maybe I'll take a vacation actually *lol* (i know i was very evil tonight)
i had to tell.. this is just way to much of a big deal to keep it to myself..
am I a bad person for succumbing to temptation...![]()



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I really really really feel bad.. i've started to regret a while ago.. i really really feel like an asssssssssssshooollleee.. really low also.. i'm usually very nice .. but tonight everything is f-ed up.. i'm high on many drug


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