Okay girls, I have a major problem with dancing in general. First of all, I quit cold turkey in the winter of 05. I was just so burnt out. I wanted to get a normal life. I notced people with them normasl lives dont have to deal with such craazy-ass drama we have to deal with in our daily lives. So, I was willing to give it all up. I gave up my house, brand new car.. everything, you name it. I got a career in Real Estate, which has been really slow, simply because Im just starting out.So I also picked up 2 other side jobs! I work at a fitness center, plus house clean on the side.
AND YOU KNOW SOMETHING?? I dont even pull in 300.00 a week and work like 40hrs !!!!!! I am struggling! It is soo rough out in the real world. It frigging BLOWS! . Gurls.. you have no idea how bad I wanna hit that pole again!$$$ lol. Stripping is like a frigging drug, I swear to god!! I miss making atleast 300-500 a night sometimes $1,000 --EASY. I really dont know what to do. I promised myself I would never go back. If I go back I will feel as if I failed and I gave up everything 4 nothing. uh-. But I feel as if thats my only choice other than filing for bankruptcy!!! Im a single mom too. Thats the #1 reason why I feel the need to go back dancing, is because I miss that extra time I have w/ my lil girl.I need some real life/dancer advice here. I am being pulled from both angles. ----Please Help



So I also picked up 2 other side jobs! I work at a fitness center, plus house clean on the side.
I need some real life/dancer advice here. I am being pulled from both angles. ----Please Help
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