hi!
so ive been working for about a month now...way better $$$ than ever before. it used to be straining PHYSICALLY, but now i dont get any more muscle pains, bruises and those clear heels are comfty now. however, i do feel drained EMOTIONALLY for some reason. llike, sometimes i really dont feel like dressing up, playing sex goddess, pretending i like every man i meet, and dealing with gropey pervs. i guess im just starting to realize stripping isnt as glamours as i thought it was. i mean, i was a hostess before in a hostess bar...and i had to talk to MORE guys even LONGER, yet i didnt feel that drained as i do now. maybe i feel drained more because of the guys trying to grope me? because everytime they get a little touch, i feel completly violated. latley ive been DREADING to go into work. i mean, i dont know WHY im complaining, i only work three days a week. but thats just how i feel.
lately it has been kind of slow...but i heard it was slow from now until after xmas..is that true?
i keep to myself so i dont have any girl-drama...i guess im just a little discouraged because its been kind of slow lately.
any kind words/advice?
thanks so much!!!



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