I don't know where the hell this belongs, so I'll try it here- I apologize if it's OT.
I've been invited to audition for this burlesque troupe in the area, and though I'm not ensured a spot, I have a pretty good feeling I'll make it because of my stripping experience as well as my extensive theatre/dance experience. I was reallyyyy excited about this because I think it will be a lot of fun, but now I'm having second thoughts.
Pros:
***I've been pretty lonely lately because I really don't have a lot of friends in the area- I'm relatively new here. I seem to meet tons of guys but no girls, and I figure this will give me an opportunity to get out there and meet people.
***I don't have a whole heck of a lot going on in my life at the moment, and it will give me something to do.
***I LOVE performing, and it just sounds like so much fun!
Cons:
***I'm only going to be in the area for about 2 more full months, and though the people in the troupe are specifically hiring new girls for the holiday season, I'm worried this is just a bad thing to do to them. I'm in such an awkward state of transition right now, so it's hard to get too involved in something. I'd hate to let them down.
***I'm trying really hard to save up as much money as possible right now because I'll be leaving the country in a couple months, and I'm worried that this may interfere with stripping (if I could only get myself into work more often, but that's a different issue altogether...). I'm assuming that the money I'd make in this troupe is NOTHING compared to working at a club.
***I've been a goddamn procrastinator stressing out about this... and I have no dance prepared for the audition tonight (yes, tonight lol)! They told me I could schedule another day to audition though, so that's not realllllyyy an issue, but still something I'nm freaking out about!
I've been soooo lazy lately- I feel like I truly need to get off my butt and do something, or at least just give it a shot and audition. But then I think to myself- well, why don't I just get off my butt and go to the club every night instead because the money is what is most important right now, but I also feel like I've been so depressed lately and need something fun to ease my mental health... but then I realize I have nothing prepared anyway... and on, and on, and on.... so I'm so confused, and stressed and ughhhh I don't know what to do!!!
Help?



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