Ok, I have this problem. I keep chickening out on auditioning. I've done it before, I don't know why I'm torturing myself this way.
I've even gone as far as getting dressed, makeup hair nails wax, all that needs to be done, and chickening out when I'm driving there.
It's a nude club, so I think, no I have an ugly pussy. I've never done nude before.
I'll think I'm too fat(I'm 5'8 and weighed in at 156 this morning, so not perfect, but def not fat. I'll loose the last 15 when I dance anyways) I'm skinnier then when I started dancing last time too.
I'll think Im too old..at 25.
The fact is, I won't become a stripper statistic because I have goals and know what I need the mony for. WHY am I being so stupid? Kick me in the ass and tell me to go audition please?![]()



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No seriously-you've danced before, so it shouldn't be a problem. It sounds to me like you're worried about the whole going nude thing-why don't you audition at a topless club if you feel more comfortable doing that? And hon, don't worry about your weight. At your height, that's normal! Plus, you'll drop weight once you start dancing again. When I started four months ago, I was nearly 140-at 5'2! I weigh 115 now and I'm in the best shape of my life-I haven't weighed this much-or little since I was 15!! And age, smage. It's just a number. It all depends on how you look! Hell, I'm 29 and I swear, EVERY custy I talk to asks me how old I am-I guess they think I'm uderage or something-and no, I am not joking! So, do it, do it, do it-you'll be fine, and I'll be rooting for ya....

I just have a hard time with the auditions. I'm also mildly out of touch with working the stage(I used to be f*ing awesome, and will be again dammit!) and can only do a couple spins on the pole now(but boy did I feel like giggling like a school girl when I did that!).
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